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Hopes up that him and I get back together today!
Night #7 without him

It's been a week. A long, painful one too. I don't have much to say. I told him I'd be strong but I wasn't. I need to help him get better. I don't want to move on but I don't know when we'll be back together. I'll probably post more later
Night #6 without him

I don't have anything to live for 😞 it's like a world once full of colors has faded to solid gray, and all I have are distant memories of color and beauty. He was my world and now he's not even mine... Everything is tinged with sadness. Every memory or thing that reminds me of him brings a tear to my already cried out eyes. I want to move on but I can't seem to....
Night 5 without him

Idk. The resentment keeps building up. I don't hate him though. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to snap and go off on him for this happening. But I stop myself. I can't post more because he'll read this (hi James, don't ask me to tell you more. It'll hurt you). That's all I can think of rn
Night #4 without him

I think I'm getting stronger. I knew I loved him. I'm becoming more independent but maybe that will change. I love him a lot and I appreciate everything he's doing for me. I can handle the heartbreak if it means he is mine. He's so cute and tall and just... Gahhhhh I love him so much! Yea I'm still hurting but my love for him is equal to the pain. I can handle it
What did I do to deserve this? What have I done that's so bad that I am punished with ocd so bad that I feel so uncomfortable and so wrong all the time? What have I done to deserve ocd so bad that I think about suicide every day and feel so uncomfortable from the second I wake up to the second I fall asleep? What have I done to be mentally tortured so bad every single day?

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5'5, rather fat, I can relate to a racoon in that I have dark circles around my eyes, you only really see me come out at night, and loud noises scare me away.
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AshleyxBrooke Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
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G-Art92 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Welcome to DA!! ;)
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Cadolphin Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2016
^~^ thank you
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Cadolphin Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2016
Hi! Thanks ^~^
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